20th May 2011

Today is May 20th. It means tomorrow's gonna be Citrawarna, Syuhadah's birthday and a Saturday. It also means that daddy is gonna be 46 in four more days. I'd saved up some money to treat him to a dinner and hopefully we'll both make it. Awhh, I can't imagine that in a flick of time, daddy is already 46. And I'm already in my last year of high school. How time passes so quickly :')

Today was a great day. After school, I went to Masjid Jamek to have lunch with Yun. Then, I followed her to Dataran as they're having their Citrawarna rehearsal tonight. I swear I did not regret following her. I got to meet all my dancer friends and I miss them very much. Its always a pleasure to be around them. They make me laugh every seconds.

So, I wish all of them good luck for their rehearsal today and show tomorrow. I'll be watching them and I expect to be wow tomorrow :) goodbye everyone <3

A word of two ;) *sepatah dua kata

hello everyone ! It's been a while that I posted something, sorry for slacking but my posting session is really due to my mood. I don't really feel like blogging all the time but I still need it at some point where I need to burst out whatever that's kept in my heart. Hope you guys will understand me :)

So, first off : I bought a new phone which is a Samsung somethingsomething *I've forgotten the model. Its a blackberry-like-phone which have QWERTY keypad, WiFi and stuff. Its a fun and affordable phone and I'm loving it <3 I hope to keep this phone as long as possible and hopefully no mugglers or thieves or whoever that loves taking my stuff will take this lovely phone away from me.

Secondly, its 6th May now and I'm having my mid-term exam which just started but seems suckish --" I hate exams, I really do. Though not 100% hate because I'll be free from homeworks during exam weeks :D hee. Wish me the best of luck and I wish you guys the best as well.

And lastly, I went to MARTIN tuition center just now to take up Physics class :) That place seems nice and friendly and I hope to have a great year there. I'm gonna be all alone on the first day and I do hope that I'll get new friends on the same day. Haha

So that's all for today :) I hope you guys feel updated now and I hope I didn't bore you. If I did I don't think you'll still be reading now. Thank you for keeping up and I hope you guys have a great day :D byebye

Medley : Bruno Mars

Count On Me, Somewhere In Brooklyn, Marry You

Enjoy ! :D

Life is currently bullshitting right now --" it ain't no good and it won't be any better sooner. So I guess, I'll just have to face the roller coaster of life again :( And as usual, I'm alone because the reason that I'm alone is also because of the reason why I'm having a hard time now. Hurm :( when will it truly heal I wonder ? I do hope that he will present himself in my life again and with his presence, everything will be alright again :) Well, I'm just saying. Nothing is gonna be alright anymore. I'll just pray and see then <3 xoxo

Its undeniable, yet unbearably painful :(

I MISS YOU

so badly boy. How could you never understand? Why are you this cruel to leave me, when you've promised me that you'll never ? How could you even forget about me, when all there's in my mind is you . I've always try to forget about you, to erase you from my brain. My heart wants you, my life need you. What should I do ?

I've been wanting to forget about you but there're no strength in me :(

no matter what, there'll still be a little piece of me that's missing you.

I'm sorry

A message from me to any parents that don't think that their children are not good enough. Yes , i know that parents do want the best for their kids but us kids are trying our best as well. Sometimes you need to understand that not everyone can be perfect. So please, don't get your hopes high and once they failed to do so, don't just go on shouting at them. This will indeed, make us worse. Either we'll hate you more or we'll just keep it secretly in our heart that will not last long and burst somedays. So please, do understand and trust us. We have our own dreams to fulfill too :') sincerely, from me <3

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